Lyrics to a song I wrote today called "Wild Thoughts" It's a little dark.

As soon as the lights go out
People change quick,
brain sick,
criminal activitys the language.
Anguish, is the only feeling that it came with.
Hatred, is what is fueling the fire to dangerous
Lets face it,
my Patience is buried deeper then basements
Skull and bone rituals from Mason's
Sacrificing of humans from every nation
Rotten flesh fumes in the room is the fragrance
Destruction and doom is being
Viewed from surveillance
Saving all the files in a folder labeled favorites
Then post another ad for a victim up on Craigslist
So we take em for they're diamond necklaces and bracelets
Appraise it, sell it, now im wasted
Drinking all my worries is something that is now, becoming tasteless
My body and Emotions are stripped down untill there naked
Took the forbidden apple from the tree and ate it
Created "free will" for the minds trapped in the matrix
Lookin for greatness
But barley hanging on by shoelaces made into nooses to get a face-lift
Fear is accepted as gods gift
Hell's a perception your mind lives
Far from kindness, thoughts get blinded, from the waste that's brought in. latest 2019 prom party wears in tea length
Taught to breathe in
the toxins seep in
The darkness begins
The haunting with in
Surrounded by sin
trying to stay grounded
But there is no god damn land where I can stand,
I gotta,
Free the thought of fear that I can't win
I gotta,
Wake up from this lucid dream that I'm in
Consumption of these concoctions are about to kick in
The Anxiety and these drugs have now become friends
I asked them for help but they can't lend me a hand
So I asked them again
Watch the intensity expand
I need a flask with some gin
Whip lash back at it again
When life was on a level that multiplied by 10
Before the Crucifix cuts on my wrist dripping I bleed
Just wishing I'm dead
Knowing that it's all in my head
Can't count the tears that I she'd
Based on the scares that I've bleed
The cause and effect, consequence I often have fled
A lot of times I often regret
Had to pause and find some respect
Pray to God and ask to be blessed